remember that post i made a couple years ago....maybe even last new years eve, about writing every day. why not start that up again. especially since i know no one reads this now.

alot has gone down since i last wrote. i moved out(on good terms of course), moved in, continue to hold one of the best jobs in the world (even if the pay per year isnt to hot. 20k millionaire. Girls have come and gone. i dont remember where this blog last left of with who ever i was with. but coming and going seems to be a constant, so i'll attempt to refrain from writing about them.

this new place is nice. especialy with chris having a real 9-5 kinda job. it gives the apartment a more bachelor pad feel to it, and not a dirty college party crash house. i want to have people over to watch the game and have some beers, but you know, the kind your parents go to where no one is sliding down the stairs on chairs and cardboard boxes. The kind where i can go outside with a few friends and grill a steak and watch march madness. i mean lets face it, im still a guy, i love sports, booze and company but lamp shades on the head? fucking meaningless girls every night? fuck man, its time to grow up.

speaking of which, we just lost another good soul at the Blue Goose to what some call the Real Life. She got a job and an apartment with her best friend out in downtown dallas. You know what story that sounds like? oh yeah, me and branson moving to denver! Fuck i want this so bad, and yet here i am still toiling and slowly jogging through college. i dont even know why, its not like its hard or anything. i want so badly to be done, gone and starting all at the same time. who knows....1 year to go?


to that end i am done, see you tomorrow self,
Brandon.

REALLY!? you just tired to have that conversation with me?

i do everything around this house. ive done the dishes the past 3 times! and basically everything else. your pans and dishes from the last time you did mac'n cheese.....you know....a month ago, are still in the sink. fuck you. im done. enjoy your new baby. enjoy your house. im out.

January first can't come any faster.

A Special K

Just friends? really? thats all we were. yeah i know we might have fooled around here or there, but no one walked around and said "oh look, brandon and ****, they're a great couple." Stop trying to convince yourself that im hastling you for a date. I enjoy spending time with you, as a friend or anything less or more, why does there always have to be a title? why are my motives and morals always put into question when i want to go do something fun with just us. I know you just got out of a relationship and need your space, but i am, and have always been, here for you. just stop trying to push me away, im not here to break your heart.

besides, i see the way you look at me and i know what we could be.



Forever confiding in himself,
Brandon J Wodke.

my blog has been empty because the only things that filled these pages were drama and drabble. both of which havent been in my life in quite some time. im happy with this and the people i surround myself with.


until another day. goodbye blog.


edit: and yes, theres a girl....but theres always a girl.

omfg i missed april fools. fuck life.

blah blah blah drunk post drunk post blah blah round peg square holes blah blah blah grow a backbone blah blah...



you get the idea,.