Saturday, November 29, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
hello world! its brandon again for a worldly update on his life.
so i guess we'll start with the most recent. i got a ticket. not for speeding or doing anything remotely illegal. My 200 dollar ticket was for cutting through a parking lot. yes, a fucking parking lot. not just any parking lot mid you, a church parking lot. yeah i know right? God loves everyone so much that he gave his one and only son to die on the cross for our sins...but if your bitch ass crosses through his parking lot, to hell with you. oh and the lady at the bumfuck of a police station tried to be sooooo nice to me. like "you know you can pay this after christmas!?" to which i replied "looks like Christmas came early this year". i dont think she had an ounce of sympathy for someone who just got a ticket for driving through a parking lot, but she sure tried to hide it with that dirty 75 year old can't hold a real job smile. ok thats that.
Work SAYS they are cracking down on the little things, you know, cutting down on the workforce for christmas. i guess im trying harder now, but its not really making a difference. im not thier favorite, but then again i'd rather not be. that spot is reserved for kiss asses with tattoos....and lifers. BUT i do have fun with a few people from work. they make my day go by easier, which is good cause i dont think the kitchen guys like me to much. But really, who cares about what a bunch of mexicans think about you? i cant get fired if they give me shitty food.
school sucks. i have a great time and im in classes where im actually learning shit. but fuck. with those classes comes actual real world responsibility such as long reports and essays. cant i just go back to coloring a map or something? i dunno. i just have to buckle down and finish out these last 3 weeks. i know i can do it, i just really am not to motivated to do so.
and ass the last stupid amount of posts have gone through, i guess i have my lady problems all figured out. While both carrie and Courtney are beautiful girls and great people to be around, i guess shit just didnt work out. i've never really been that guy where more than one girl every 6 months or so wants to jump him. to be honest, it was fun while it lasted, but then that other side of me clicked in where i felt the need for something more than just fun. Neither of which i saw any serious relationship potential in. i reevaluated what exactly it was i even wanted in a girl, outside of just physical beauty(cause it only takes you so far ladies). once i came to that conclusion i decided to maybe just look for a bit for a girl who was close to this "girl" in my mind. oddly enough she was under my nose the whole time...
and thus. val. i put my self out there (in a very round about way) and she knows where i stand. we're just friends now, and if it stays that way i'll be perfectly happy. its really in her hands now, and im really not pressuring her either way. ive got to much on my hands to worry myself about her feelings, plus, taking something slow for once might be nice. you know, see how shit works out before i commit anymore of myself. i could go on and on about all the great things about her, but i'd really not waste your time with sappy stuff you don't want to hear.
TOMORROW I'LL POST ABOUT MY RAD MOM AND MY FUTURE!!!!
so i guess we'll start with the most recent. i got a ticket. not for speeding or doing anything remotely illegal. My 200 dollar ticket was for cutting through a parking lot. yes, a fucking parking lot. not just any parking lot mid you, a church parking lot. yeah i know right? God loves everyone so much that he gave his one and only son to die on the cross for our sins...but if your bitch ass crosses through his parking lot, to hell with you. oh and the lady at the bumfuck of a police station tried to be sooooo nice to me. like "you know you can pay this after christmas!?" to which i replied "looks like Christmas came early this year". i dont think she had an ounce of sympathy for someone who just got a ticket for driving through a parking lot, but she sure tried to hide it with that dirty 75 year old can't hold a real job smile. ok thats that.
Work SAYS they are cracking down on the little things, you know, cutting down on the workforce for christmas. i guess im trying harder now, but its not really making a difference. im not thier favorite, but then again i'd rather not be. that spot is reserved for kiss asses with tattoos....and lifers. BUT i do have fun with a few people from work. they make my day go by easier, which is good cause i dont think the kitchen guys like me to much. But really, who cares about what a bunch of mexicans think about you? i cant get fired if they give me shitty food.
school sucks. i have a great time and im in classes where im actually learning shit. but fuck. with those classes comes actual real world responsibility such as long reports and essays. cant i just go back to coloring a map or something? i dunno. i just have to buckle down and finish out these last 3 weeks. i know i can do it, i just really am not to motivated to do so.
and ass the last stupid amount of posts have gone through, i guess i have my lady problems all figured out. While both carrie and Courtney are beautiful girls and great people to be around, i guess shit just didnt work out. i've never really been that guy where more than one girl every 6 months or so wants to jump him. to be honest, it was fun while it lasted, but then that other side of me clicked in where i felt the need for something more than just fun. Neither of which i saw any serious relationship potential in. i reevaluated what exactly it was i even wanted in a girl, outside of just physical beauty(cause it only takes you so far ladies). once i came to that conclusion i decided to maybe just look for a bit for a girl who was close to this "girl" in my mind. oddly enough she was under my nose the whole time...
and thus. val. i put my self out there (in a very round about way) and she knows where i stand. we're just friends now, and if it stays that way i'll be perfectly happy. its really in her hands now, and im really not pressuring her either way. ive got to much on my hands to worry myself about her feelings, plus, taking something slow for once might be nice. you know, see how shit works out before i commit anymore of myself. i could go on and on about all the great things about her, but i'd really not waste your time with sappy stuff you don't want to hear.
TOMORROW I'LL POST ABOUT MY RAD MOM AND MY FUTURE!!!!
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