if there was ever a perfect time to blog about shit it'd be now. im just to tired so i'll give you a brief rundown till i can get home to write about it.

lack of faith in men in general.
- So i was up at hooters, visiting Camille as i always do. (thanks brandon for not ditching me!!) however, with dan this time. she does the classic lauren thing and trys to sleep with dan, thus resulting in akwark and uncomfortable dan (which is kinda funny, even as his brother). however, apparently the patron around us just thought we were the masters of sex and women, a guy from another table came up and said "i don't know how you do it, but you guys got all sorts of game" after explaining the sitution to him, he still couldn't get it through his dense skull and further cheered me and my brother(of all people) to bone her as soon as possible! To add to this, another table was drinking and we desided to joint hem as they seemed cool from affar ad the seemed intent on talking to us no matter where we sat. Anyways, camille proceedes with hitting on dan, only to have the same shit as last time happen. i explain the situation to the new guys. they don't get it either. well ok one guy does. he asks me if shes mine (she's not) and thus learning of our status proceeded to ask me how easy she is and if he can hit it based on how shes treating my little brother. at that point i just told him it was just a job to her and nothing she did carried any weight. it was the only thing i could say without beng completly shock and/or decking him in the face right then and there. I guess im at the wrong place to gather any information about how the male mind really works, because if you did you'd conclude that the male mind is filled only with food, sex, and beer. Sadly, this what gives strive for. no wonder its the mecca of scumbags and whores alike. so to that, i say good day to you men, and to you hooters for aiding in man's conquest of all things primal....if only.

me and dan bonding.
- so me and dan have been getting along and talking about shit we normally dont. He aknowledges my big brotherly advice, the seldom amount of times i give it. Hes cool and has actually changed my opinion about him alot. i proud to have him as a brother, and i want to be there for him whenever i can(something i didn't care about till recently) so cheers to you dan.

hooters.
see above!

dan and stacey.....yes, that stacey.
- so through bonding dan tells me about this girl thats kinda feeling him, and he's feeling in return. in a round about way through bringing up every girl i think i ever made out with stacey comes up into the conversation. Dan has a sudden epiphany and tell me that she is in fact the girl in his conversation as well. We confirm this fact through phone numbers in both our phone. at this point we can only laugh at the situation as im all for him doing what hes gotta do.. Stacey is a great girl and any guy would be lucky to have her, especially if that guy is my brother. i talked to her and we had a few good laughs. i think it might have killed dan's chances (but lets be honest, there were dead as soon as she found out anyways) another cheers to you dan, and to you aswell stacey.


work.
- i love my job. i love the people at my job. they are all grat, the table are kinda the pits, but all the cool people there completely make up for it. i only hope i dont get the boot as i would miss them only afte a few day of working there.


girls.
- i meet to many cool girls. i really need to stop. maybe i just think everyones cool? i dunno. i actually kinda like a chick who is not completely out of my league this time. we'll see how it goes since i dont even know her name. maybe i should get that tomorrow. maybe she's just friendly, i dunno. girls are great.


school? maybe moreso denton.
- can't wait. im ready for school. i need to interact with people again. or atleast have them walk around me and never notice me.the combination or possibility for both social and ambiguous situations in a setting is always fun for me. im finally into the stuff i want to learn. im excited im ready this year. lets go!

bitching about how i have alot to write about.
- i feel better now. the problem still isnt diffused. but writing any and everything has put me at ease.

something catchy and mysterious.
- lights out, gorilla radio!?


(writing) is love
brandon.

MORE PICTURE FUN!

hottest family ever?

time to rewind.

fresh start on everything.

new job.

new outlook.

everything is better today.

no more tragic, sad stuff.

thats good, right?


Krystle is peace in the middle east,
Brandon.

crysis averted??


more at 11.

my jump to conclusions mat is only filled with negative spaces.

i wish i didn't have trust issues. at least they are getting better.

if this was a test id say i made a D plus.

the better this gets.
the worse i feel.

i wish this didn't feel so right.
this is an addiction i can't quit.

it makes everything that much better.
because one day it will all be gone.

these are my two months to live.
then its back to dead again.

nothing is ever wrong.
nothing is ever right.

sup.

Me and Cam walked pretty much all over dallas yesterday. We went to go see the aquarium and just really didnt want to leave after that. We walked and window shopped at the arts distract, then walked all the way down to main street and did stuff there. Then back tot he west end. Hell we even got pictures of it all. it was a crazy fun day.

pictures soon eh? prob via myspace y facebook.

sometimes you come across bulletins that are actually worth a grain of salt. Though on the exterior it just seems like some angst ridden i hate the world rant, but i found alot of universality in this rant and thought i'd share it with you. or atleast hold it for myself.

"I want to move to another city.


Start another life.


Get out of all this drama.


I can't be friends with anyone here without someone not approving.


I want to start over, meet new people, go somewhere where I don't know anyone and no one knows a thing about me.


Somewhere where I can be who I want and not try so hard to please everyone just so I wont be judged.


It's exhausting trying to satisfy everyone, and it's all starting to break me down.


I don't need anymore distractions.


I don't want to have to always worry about other people when I can't even take care of myself.


No matter what I do there is someone always not happy with me.


Disapproves of me.


I'll never win in this town.



There's only one person holding me back from just packing up and leaving tonight and hopefully one day she'll either join me or accept the fact that I have to go.



Basically, if you know of an amazing town where I can accomplish all of this you should let me know.


East or West, options are open."


to anyone who reads this, i hope you find where you want to be.