while the night as a whole might have been filled with drama and questionable intentions, the fact that i stuck around til the bar closed actually lead to me meeting one of the realist, most interesting people i've talked to in awhile. it was actually really refreshing. esp. since she hates uggs as much as i do. ha!


it was totally worth the dead battery :)
and the trip to whataburger. though the guy was a douche.


poor greg still has no idea that we never planned on coming to his party. oh well. his loss.


anyways, much love as always,
brandon

so i was going to wrtie a blog. but i have no idea the words to put down to adequately express my feelings. at this point in my life im pretty much on cloud nine. on paper atleast. i'm staying in school (with great grades to boot). i got a new place. and overall i love my work situation. sounds grand right? but you know the one thing missing. someone to share this joy with. i've run into the same problem i have with every girl, im just that guy you want to be bestest friends with. at this point im just like fuck it. i just want someone to look at me and say "hey, im glad you accomplished all your goals this year, i love you so much" and actually mean it ( and not as a friend or mother)

i don't know, maybe im asking a bit to much for a 22 year old. im sure i'll be over it by morning.

to be honest, this is way better than anything a relationship would have done for or to us. i guess i finally get what she saw all along. its amazing and i couldn't ask for anything or anyone more.

edit: everyone made it home safe. thats all that matters.

We're always searching for that something or someone that will change you and make you a better person. when i find her/it i'll let you know. until then

subject number 83
Results: Failed.

tis the season for giving people! always remember that.



if all goes to shit this year, atleast i know one little 10 year old girl will have a smile on her face because of me.


selfless good deed? no. Random Act of Kindness? of course :)

this is exactly where i gave up last time. you wont get me again. im not running away this time.