aside from our brush with the law. i think this weekend pretty much ownt. i love my friends. chris/krys/ and hildy are life.(in no special order of course. i know how picky you kids are about that)

anyways, i wish i could write something, but its just to hard to put into words everything that i want to say about everything.

so here what it do.

im doing well in school (not GREAt but not bad either)
makin new friends (its kinda interesting)
getting rid of some less than desirable ones(FEELS AMAZING)


mucho amor,
dino pillow sleeping, hulk smashin Brandon J. Wodke

you know what test wednesday equals? free day friday! WOOT.

PLUS!! PLUS!! PLUS!!

i have a ass load of movies. some paint. and great friends. and eventually some beer. my life is so simple. this weekend will fucking dominate....or at least on paper is should.


anyways, sorry ive been slacking. busy as a bee. except, yeah, not really.

feel better swoon,
The wodke to your Brandon.

monday night at krytles was amazing. Her friends are beyond badass and all the stories were hilarious. you'd never think you could have that much fun sober in a house full of a coffe table trash and a TV that doesnt work. i can see this being the start of a beautiful relationship. i love you townhouse.


more people welcome....wait, this isn't my house.

crushin,
BlowJob Wodke.

so yeah, he kept them all. and he saved the BEST for last. i mean i almost pissed my pants but come on. i have the illest pair in the house, there is no way my daisy isnt going top 2. krystle can suck one. even though hers is stepping up im sure in two or three episodes she wont be able to walk anymore and will be out by default since Brett don't want no gimpy ass woman. anyways. me and krys r000l. everyone else dr00ls.



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one thing I've always wondered.

i get along great with most, if not all of my exes.

HOWEVER, if you put all my exes in the same room, how many of them would be friends? Personally i think a few would be cool. On the other hand, I'm sure there would be a large disconnect between some, further proving that i have no set "type". sure you'll have a few artsy ones, the ridiculously hot flirty ones, the normal laid back ones,but most falling somewhere in 2 or 3 of the categories thats why i figured some would get along. not that i'd ever put them through that, but ya. love you all.


i really dont know why im writing this, but i felt like putting it down somewhere.

double post FTW,
beezyJbaby

it feels good when someone makes you smile and to know the only reason they are smiling is because you're smiling at them.

im so gay,
bran.

i love fridays with the crew.

i love talking to OLD OLD friends. like elementary school old.

we all missed you hildy and hope you're doing ok.



thats all.


wif luvs
bedizzz.

valentines day. a day to celebrate the one you love. is a holiday really needed to show the person you care about that you really care about them? Personally, i believe if you love them , you should treat everyday like its valentines day...minus maybe the super commercialism. Regardless, you should love the one you love just as much today, as any other day of the year.

Of which whos to dictate to whom im to spread my love too. in reality i love tons of people. for one, i love my family more than anything or anyone. next of course is my friends, whom i value higher than any relationship i might be having at the time. hell, i even love my job sometimes. the point is there is more in this world than just one person whom to which you are dating married or somewhere in between.

so to all those lonely and alone on Valentines day, remember that there are people in this world that do truly love you more than you know.

on that note, here is to the ones i love.

family: fuck i love you guys. you are my everything. with out my family i would be so lost in this world. they have giving me everything and for the most part i have taken it for granted but no more. i am so thankful and loving for the chances and opportunities you have given me in this world and i will never let you down again.

chris and krys: im lazy so i thought i'd put you together. you two are like...it. with out you kids i dont know what'd id do. probably just curl up in a corner and be lonly and alone all my life. i don't know what you faggots see in each other cause you're both gooobers to the max, but then again i question even more what you kids see in me, but its whatev cause it all works out in the end. i love you guys, imaginary chocolates and all.

Lauren: best friend, i don't really know what to say that you don't already know. thanks for everything and thanks for making UNT mildly bearable. i love you to death and i (along with many others) am patiently awaiting the day you enter the legal beerdrinking lifestyle. You mean alot to me, and if you didnt already know now you do.

Alanna: well we can start off by saying you're my favorite. i could never find a cooler girl than you to spend my time with. im never upset when im with you and its a great feeling. even though you might think im feeling otherwise you are never a dissapointment and i love having you around.

everyone else: i love you all too. i just really like sleep so im going to do that. everyone who consideres me a friend know that i return the favor ten fold and would lay in front of tanks for you if i had to. i love each and every one of you.



so there,
happy valentines day to all of you.
though you can't all be mine
i'll always be yours,
brandon.

studying is for wankers, thats all i have to say about that. anyways. i have my first couple tests this week and they are all going to suck. alot. time for crunching or is it crunch time? either way i suck at working out so yeah, no crunches here. enough shitty jokes aside. here the rest of my day

now-5: study.

6-7 or 8: test!

8-11:study in library

11-6: find somewhere in denton to sleep.

6-9:math review

9-10:math class

10-11: study more

11-12: test.

12-3: cry/sleep

3-4:20: learn nothing

4:20-neverneverland: happiness.


call me eh?


alive,
Beeznuts.

since no one went to lunch with me i just went to school and then went home, absolutely nothing has happened today. its boring. im boring. so fucking what.

the next day or two will blow ass however. 2 tests back to back. im waking up at like 10 and doing nothing but studying till about 5 when i have to go take test 1. then hopefully more sudying. Maybe i'll actually get to stay in denton this time. who knows, its kind of a day to day thing now i guess.

anyways.

here's lookin at you,
brandonz.

rock of love is still going strong so i'll oopdatez you all. my girls came in 1st and forth today. both of them got hot and heavy with brett so they'll probably be there in the final 5 atleast. krys girl got bumped to second so me picking up any more girls is not looking all that great. i think it'll come down to the final two. its a fun show to get into. even though krys has a new place it will still probably be at my house because i think my parents get a kick out of watching us watch the show. we're kinda like football fans with out all the face paint and nachos.


after that it kinda just got really gay. thats really all i can say about it cause thats all it was. just gay.


sleeping in his bed,
bran-flakes.


(PS- 2 deleted comments on the last post is sadface:[ )

i get muh hair did tomorrow. finally.

um i didnt reaslly do much of any thing. i painted a bit. sat arouhnd. thought about working out, which was all i could handle for today. and uh thats about it.

i think i had like 15 customers today....i didnt even take my hat off. some guy came in and wanted me to do a piece in his black book after seeing my name tag so uh thats kinda cool. other than that i didnt really do anything today.

tomorrow will be a blast though.

wrecking holmes 2k8.
bdubz.

i wish she could see herself through my eyes, then she'd realize shes perfect.

-b.

i am at home and bored. so i must write, right?! right! so write i shall.

anyways. work and class. work is boring and we're going out of business. more on that later.

school was boring too. mostly because i have a penis in a gender studies class. which really means women's rights....blah blah blah.

anyways, i didnt feel like writing much, im going to go back to smoochin muh pillow. you know, the dino one.

BFFL,
BTiz.

today was alright.kinda confusing would probably be a better term.

i went to see alanna since we somehow have relegated our time to only weekdays during school. whatever it was she was in a wicked pissed off/bad mood. and when i say bad its one where its obvious to anyone whose known alanna more than 10 mins. the only thing that makes me wierd is that she has 0 desire to talk about it at all or even acknowledge that i know shes not having a good day. i wish i knew what was going on in her life, but its not really my place to know i guess. i just wish i could make her happy. in some way me being there just makes the world a better place, yet all i get is the feeling that im burdening her ever worsening day. i know she doesn't read this but whatever it is, im sorry. and i hope you feel better sooon.

lauren came and doodled on my car. fun how someone who vandalizes things for fun gets his car vandalized by two girls. they wrote funny shit like free candy and little boys make me hot all over my car. and lets be honest, if they didn't stop to say hi i probably wouldnt have noticed till i got pulled over or some right wing Christian started shooting his shotgun at my car on the highway. either one of which is far worse than just erasing it.

and yeah, school is boring and im managing it alright. i ran into jeremy le bourgeois so i guess i have a new drankin pal. it'll be cool to see how it plays out. and an old coworker from homegoods i run into sometimes, so i make it by on what little social interaction i have through out my day.

anyways, i have to read now. and work tomorrow.

average,
brandon flakes.

yay giants win! 18-1 bitches...thats a pretty giant astricks on that perfect season eh??? probably tried to play this one without cheating ya know...seeing as its the super bowl and all. oh well, we can't all make winning decisions belicheat.

anyways, no rock of love. so sadness results.

took care of sickly little Hildebrand all weekend. i dont usually get sick...so im really not afraid of it. however, i'll probably be carrying it and spreading it all over unt tomorrow. sveeet.


anyways, im going to try and do some math homework. lets see how it goes.

number crunchin,
BWod.

im done spending money on things i dont really need. this fucking bank is for lack of a better word...banking off me. they tell me im under so i put in enough to cover it then they throw on another insufficient funds charge to bring it back to 0 so here i am thinking i have at least come money in my account so the pack of gum i just bought cost me 40 dollars instead of 2.

therefor im going on a money strike. i will take out half my paycheck every week and thats all i get for two weeks. if i dont like it then i'll have to work more. this shit is getting stupid and the 3 months i spent not in work is still taking its effects. its sucks, if i knew quitting was going to fuck my life this hard i wouldnt have done it. i dropped way more than i should have these past 3 or 4 months. that time comes to an end. by the end of feb i want 2,500 dollar in my bank account or im going to be unpleased.

i seriously dont know how people do it. say they only have like 300-400 dollars in their bank account. i could never function knowing i had that little. i guess i just like to have a rainy day fun or something. or know at least im headed in the right direction in the future. but apparently im not cause im being nickeled and dimed to death by this fucking bank. so if they cant help me tomorrow morning im taking my money else were....like in a sock...under my bed.


broke and down( also note that if you rearrange this it spells my name)
brandon.

my car troubles and periodic stints in casa de alanna have prevented my poating everyday. its all good though cause you havnt missed much.

i started really going to school and getting my shit done. i missed a question i had right on my quiz and ive been beating my self up about all week since there are only 6 grades in the class and i really would like a 4.0. that means on his little quiz i could only afford to miss 1. and one was in the bag....sweeeeeet hopefully i pulled through on the rest.

i really need to get on this math homework, i think that might be the only thing that gets me this semester. every other class i have i think i can handle fairly well. that and this would count as my last math class ever. um fuck ya? id say so.

im ready to just take more fun classes like i am now and get rid of all that weed out core class bullshit. when you get into upperlever classes you realize how fun they can really be and how much you actually enjoy what you're doing in them.

anyways, i love my life right now. my friends, except lauren cause she dresses like a crayon.


and i'll send all my lovin, to you.
brandon.